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Do you sell cigarettes?

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We don't carry them.

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I'm sorry.

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Out of cigarettes?

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Yeah.

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Thanks.

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Ritual.

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It's a ritual.

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Oh, before?
By the tracks?

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Yes, I was performing a ritual.

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Oh... sorry I intruded then.

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What's it for?

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It's a secret!

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Do you know what tomorrow is?

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No

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Tomorrow's

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my

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birthday.

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"Ritual"

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I'm still swirling.

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It's a dark, lonely place.

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I thought you could
maybe rescue me.

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Somehow, I still feel that way.

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Unsure what to do.

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I'm moved
by the scent of rain.

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Thanks for those smokes.

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And...

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Happy birthday.

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No!

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Tomorrow's my birthday.

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The simple act of
pursuing her

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was sufficient.

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Having reached an impasse
in my work and in myself,

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I sought to
acquaint myself

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with everyday ennui,
sired by apathy and restlessness.

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Ever-fleeing the authenticity
of my own experience,

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I was entirely spent by a life,

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composed of accumulated fictions.

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Um...

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are you always alone?

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Not today.

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Yesterday?

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Not really.

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Tomorrow?

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I'd rather not be.

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I'd rather not be alone either.

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Say,

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do you know today's date?

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Monday.

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Yesterday?

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Sunday.

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Tomorrow?

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Tuesday.

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Did you perform your ritual today?

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Yes.
It will make my wish come true.

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Your wish?

57
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When my wish comes true,
I can disappear completely.

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Disappear, leaving nothing
in the world behind.

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That's why I have to keep
performing the ritual.

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Until then, the red umbrella
protects me.

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Say,

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what's tomorrow?

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Can't you figure it out?

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Tomorrow is
my birthday.

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And so...

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I'd rather not be alone.

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Um...

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What?

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Why did you follow me,
that first day?

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Why are you following me now?

71
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Well...
because you intrigue me.

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Same here, then.

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This your place?

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Yup.

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Here?

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My unsound heart

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and the consuming loneliness

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of longing for someone.

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Perhaps anyone will do.

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As long as that someone

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will love me

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constantly, ceaselessly,

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it will suffice.

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"Is this true love?"

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"I feel at ease with you."

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"We're compatible."

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I ponder such ideas everyday.

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Sick.

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Dad and Mom are sick.

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Everybody's sick.

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And I'm...

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sickest of all.

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What's wrong?

94
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Maybe I shouldn't have come.

95
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It's not that.

96
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No one's stood there before...

97
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I mean, it's unusual.

98
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So I felt strange.

99
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Strange? Do I look weird?

100
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No, not at all.
You look just right.

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Like my room?

102
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Probably.

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I like it.

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Because only my
favorite things are here.

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Including me?

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Yup.
You're one of the gang.

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I'm OK here.

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I like coming back here.

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I'm home, mother.

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Listen, your sister...

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You listening?

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She never listened to her mother.

113
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It's too late for regrets now!

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Listen to me, or you'll
end up like your sister!

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Both of you share
that man's blood.

116
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Guess it's hopeless.

117
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I've had it!
Where are you!

118
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Not with that man again.

119
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I won't stand for it!

120
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Will you ever...

121
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Pick up the phone and call me!

122
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All right, all right, I get it.

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I worked myself
to the bone to raise you

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and now you abandon me.

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At least your sister
had a heart.

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How infuriating!

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Listen,

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you keep up this
selfish behavior

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and you'll pay for it.

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I swear you will.

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You, you, you...

132
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How dare you talk
to me that way.

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Your father tortured me,
doing whatever he wanted.

134
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And now my own daughter
hates me so much!

135
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What's the point of living...

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I'll get out of the
hospital tomorrow,

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and it's your birthday, too.

138
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Please.
Won't you come home.

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Sure.

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Know what tomorrow is?

141
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Probably, your birthday, right?

142
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That's right.
So let's play together again.

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I don't want to be alone
on my birthday.

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What are you doing?

145
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Rainy days are days
for my father and sister.

146
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They're both dead.

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And tomorrow's my birthday...

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No doubt for her, the truth

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is only an enemy that wounds her.

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The days of her life pass in
loneliness, a darkness without exit.

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I longed to ease her sadness
and anxiety, if only a little.

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Even if only to atone
for my own past.

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Can I be with you?

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Yeah

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Know what tomorrow is?

156
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Tomorrow's your birthday.

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The time is

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5:59 AM

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and

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30 seconds.

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The time is

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5:59 AM

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and

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40 seconds.

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The time is

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5:59 AM

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and

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50 seconds.

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The time is exactly

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6AM.

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The time is

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6AM

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and 10 seconds.

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Good morning!

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I'm going to

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give you a tour of my house.

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First,

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this is,

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the secret 4th floor.

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And this...

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This is Lucy.

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The secret...

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3rd floor.

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And this is...

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the secret

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2nd floor.

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And this is...

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the secret

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1st floor.

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There's a basement

191
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No!

192
00:17:04,441 --> 00:17:07,193
That's absolutely secret!
You can't go in there!

193
00:17:09,571 --> 00:17:12,574
And this is...

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the secret

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5th floor.

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00:17:19,873 --> 00:17:22,876
And this is

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the secret

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What?

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6th floor.

200
00:17:30,341 --> 00:17:32,761
And this is

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the secret

202
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7th floor!

203
00:17:42,896 --> 00:17:44,606
Why are they all secret?

204
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:46,232
Because...

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They're our secret.

206
00:17:49,903 --> 00:17:52,113
And finally...

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00:17:52,697 --> 00:17:54,074
This is

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the secret

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roof!

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00:17:58,328 --> 00:18:02,123
These... stairs...
I'm beat.

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Getting old...

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00:18:08,963 --> 00:18:10,882
You like high places?

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Not really.

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I do.

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Sometimes,
I come here to check.

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Check what?

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That I'm still OK.

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The sky is pretty.

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The stars are pretty.

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The moon is pretty.

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The light is pretty.

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If I don't exist,

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everything's pretty.

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Maybe it's better
if I didn't exist.

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How about my blood?

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00:19:05,270 --> 00:19:07,355
Maybe it's pretty.

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00:19:09,774 --> 00:19:10,859
Maybe I'll look.

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00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:26,875
See, I'm still OK.

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00:19:27,333 --> 00:19:29,169
I didn't let go.

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Still OK to be alive.

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A blank-faced mosquito falls.

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A huge mosquito.

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Much, much bigger than I.

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It slumps and is still.

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A much larger
creature caught it

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and took flight, the mosquito
in its grasp.

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00:20:06,748 --> 00:20:10,335
It flew up and
passed right over me.

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00:20:10,460 --> 00:20:14,422
But it released its grasp and
the mosquito fell.

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Still blank.

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00:20:17,008 --> 00:20:19,427
It drifted down, down, down.

241
00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:22,597
What's that?

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00:20:22,764 --> 00:20:24,766
The inside of my head.

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00:20:25,767 --> 00:20:27,936
Such an interesting head.

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00:20:28,102 --> 00:20:30,230
It's your turn

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00:20:30,355 --> 00:20:32,232
to talk.

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00:20:33,024 --> 00:20:34,442
About what?

247
00:20:35,109 --> 00:20:36,444
Something

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00:20:37,111 --> 00:20:38,947
Something, huh.

249
00:20:39,113 --> 00:20:42,450
Anything.
I want to hear you talk.

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00:20:45,870 --> 00:20:47,622
You know FireMan?

251
00:20:48,122 --> 00:20:49,415
No.

252
00:20:49,874 --> 00:20:52,710
Well, when I was a kid,

253
00:20:52,835 --> 00:20:54,963
he was like UltraMan.

254
00:20:56,214 --> 00:21:00,426
His enemies attack him
and in the end, he dies.

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00:21:00,593 --> 00:21:02,595
He ignites.

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00:21:03,096 --> 00:21:04,138
So he dies.

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00:21:04,305 --> 00:21:07,642
FireMan ends up burning.

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00:21:08,935 --> 00:21:13,439
He yells "Fire!" but
actually he's afraid of fire...

259
00:21:17,777 --> 00:21:20,446
Maybe he's FireMan
'cause he burns.

260
00:21:21,322 --> 00:21:23,491
But that wasn't what you wanted.

261
00:21:23,658 --> 00:21:26,494
I don't really get it,
but it's interesting.

262
00:21:26,869 --> 00:21:29,998
That's what she says,
but I wonder...

263
00:21:30,248 --> 00:21:34,502
Actually, all she wanted was
to hear someone's voice.

264
00:21:34,836 --> 00:21:39,507
Actually, all she wanted was
to stop feeling lonely.

265
00:21:42,176 --> 00:21:44,012
Know what tomorrow is?

266
00:21:45,513 --> 00:21:46,806
Your birthday, right?

267
00:22:00,611 --> 00:22:02,363
Echoes from the

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creaking arcade roof opening
and an all too ordinary sky

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disturbed my ease.

270
00:22:12,373 --> 00:22:13,875
Can I see you tomorrow?

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If I'm still alive.

272
00:22:49,911 --> 00:22:51,579
You like cars?

273
00:22:52,914 --> 00:22:55,917
Not so well as boats and trains,

274
00:22:56,501 --> 00:22:57,919
but well enough.

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I like 'em.

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Cars.

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Why?

278
00:23:03,091 --> 00:23:05,259
Because my big sister did.

279
00:23:07,553 --> 00:23:09,263
Where were you?

280
00:23:11,391 --> 00:23:14,185
I was back at the hotel
getting my things.

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00:23:14,310 --> 00:23:16,062
That stuff.

282
00:23:16,771 --> 00:23:20,775
No, I mean where
were you 'til now.

283
00:23:21,859 --> 00:23:24,112
I took my usual route here,

284
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the bookstore,
department store,

285
00:23:27,281 --> 00:23:28,950
and the toy store today.

286
00:23:29,075 --> 00:23:31,452
No.

287
00:23:32,578 --> 00:23:37,125
I mean where were you
before you came here!

288
00:23:38,459 --> 00:23:41,295
Oh... Tokyo.

289
00:23:43,756 --> 00:23:45,716
Why'd you come?

290
00:23:45,842 --> 00:23:50,304
What? I wanted
to think things over.

291
00:23:50,888 --> 00:23:52,640
I was kind of tired.

292
00:23:54,225 --> 00:23:55,935
Tough time?

293
00:23:58,104 --> 00:24:00,982
Well, there was
a lot going on.

294
00:24:01,649 --> 00:24:04,485
But really, it was
all about nothing.

295
00:24:05,903 --> 00:24:07,780
You're just like my mother.

296
00:24:07,905 --> 00:24:12,160
Mother always said
life is full of tough times.

297
00:24:41,105 --> 00:24:44,650
Must be a wrong number.

298
00:24:45,318 --> 00:24:48,988
No cell phone calls today?

299
00:24:50,531 --> 00:24:53,201
Yeah, the deal's already done.

300
00:24:55,203 --> 00:24:57,038
What are you doing?

301
00:24:57,205 --> 00:24:59,874
What? Nothing...

302
00:25:01,834 --> 00:25:05,379
My usual work exhausts me.

303
00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,382
So I'm keeping my distance.

304
00:25:10,635 --> 00:25:14,847
Actually, I wanted to
make live action films, too.

305
00:25:15,640 --> 00:25:18,726
Live action films, films.

306
00:25:18,851 --> 00:25:20,061
Films?

307
00:25:21,521 --> 00:25:22,855
Films...

308
00:25:23,314 --> 00:25:26,484
Why don't you? Why not?
You should.

309
00:25:26,609 --> 00:25:29,237
From now on,
you're "Director".

310
00:25:29,487 --> 00:25:31,364
I'll call you Director.

311
00:25:31,739 --> 00:25:33,407
Director...

312
00:25:35,910 --> 00:25:37,078
Cut it out.

313
00:25:39,038 --> 00:25:40,540
Cheers.

314
00:25:40,790 --> 00:25:43,584
I want blue, the blue one.

315
00:25:43,751 --> 00:25:45,586
This? This blue?

316
00:25:45,753 --> 00:25:47,171
Ready, go.

317
00:25:47,296 --> 00:25:49,924
Hey, you cheated.

318
00:25:50,591 --> 00:25:53,094
It stopped.

319
00:25:55,972 --> 00:25:57,598
Say, say.

320
00:25:58,975 --> 00:26:00,268
Say,

321
00:26:01,018 --> 00:26:02,937
know what tomorrow is?

322
00:26:03,229 --> 00:26:07,275
Tomorrow?
Tomorrow's your birthday.

323
00:26:13,948 --> 00:26:15,783
You got that right,

324
00:26:16,492 --> 00:26:18,119
Director.

325
00:26:31,257 --> 00:26:32,800
I'm still OK today.

326
00:26:45,187 --> 00:26:46,814
I'm finished.

327
00:27:06,459 --> 00:27:10,921
Yes, yes, I start
shooting today,

328
00:27:11,047 --> 00:27:13,007
but there's no telling...

329
00:27:13,341 --> 00:27:16,636
Yes, yeah.

330
00:27:22,141 --> 00:27:24,518
An outline by...

331
00:27:27,980 --> 00:27:29,357
Reel 1.

332
00:27:32,860 --> 00:27:34,362
Rolling.

333
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:37,531
I'm rolling.

334
00:27:38,032 --> 00:27:39,492
I'm shooting you.

335
00:27:43,037 --> 00:27:44,538
Say something.

336
00:27:54,799 --> 00:27:56,717
She seems to have escaped.

337
00:27:58,719 --> 00:28:00,888
Does my outfit look OK?

338
00:28:03,057 --> 00:28:05,226
Is it right for the film?

339
00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:09,230
Sure, I think it looks fine.

340
00:28:09,563 --> 00:28:13,025
I don't know
much about clothes.

341
00:28:15,277 --> 00:28:17,071
I'm not up on clothes.

342
00:28:18,948 --> 00:28:20,574
It's cute.

343
00:28:28,749 --> 00:28:30,209
Are you shooting...

344
00:28:31,460 --> 00:28:33,087
It's moving.

345
00:28:50,312 --> 00:28:51,772
Happy?

346
00:28:52,982 --> 00:28:54,734
Happy on the train?

347
00:28:58,654 --> 00:29:01,115
Happy on the train with you.

348
00:29:09,457 --> 00:29:11,959
I've never been here.

349
00:29:15,838 --> 00:29:17,590
The unknown.

350
00:29:18,966 --> 00:29:20,468
Yeah, it's exciting.

351
00:29:20,676 --> 00:29:25,139
The streetcar is a perfect means
of escape from the tedium of my days.

352
00:29:25,598 --> 00:29:29,477
The scenery flows by cinematically
The sound effects are punctual.

353
00:29:29,643 --> 00:29:32,313
My fantasy about her expands.

354
00:29:33,022 --> 00:29:35,149
I won't be bored for some time.

355
00:29:35,357 --> 00:29:39,820
Our idle routine, the days I spend
with her, like a lukewarm bath,

356
00:29:39,987 --> 00:29:43,991
her faint smile,
all seem to agree with me.

357
00:29:44,450 --> 00:29:47,912
Each day, a countdown
towards death.

358
00:29:48,037 --> 00:29:49,663
I dare not risk negligence.

359
00:29:49,914 --> 00:29:53,334
All the more reason
to film her, I think.

360
00:29:53,793 --> 00:29:56,170
Images, especially animation,

361
00:29:56,337 --> 00:29:59,298
simply embody our
personal and collective fantasies,

362
00:29:59,465 --> 00:30:04,011
manipulating selected information,
and fictional constructs.

363
00:30:04,345 --> 00:30:09,475
Even live-action film, recording
actuality, does not correspond to reality.

364
00:30:09,975 --> 00:30:14,688
Conversely, reality, co-opted
by fiction, loses its value.

365
00:30:15,022 --> 00:30:18,275
"The inversion of
reality and fiction."

366
00:30:18,400 --> 00:30:21,362
None of this matters
to me anymore.

367
00:30:21,862 --> 00:30:24,824
My consciousness,
my reality,

368
00:30:25,032 --> 00:30:28,035
my subject,
all converge in her.

369
00:30:28,702 --> 00:30:31,872
Certainly, she longs
to escape into fantasy.

370
00:30:32,122 --> 00:30:35,709
Certainly, I long
to escape from fantasy.

371
00:30:36,126 --> 00:30:40,214
I wanted to keep a visual record
of these contradictory phenomena.

372
00:30:40,756 --> 00:30:44,218
But, my behavior is really
no more than an excuse

373
00:30:44,343 --> 00:30:48,722
for my inability to communicate
except through images.

374
00:30:54,728 --> 00:30:58,232
This is the way to
the mystery basement.

375
00:30:58,524 --> 00:31:02,069
No trespassing
Because the camera is prohibited,

376
00:31:03,070 --> 00:31:07,074
I cannot show you anymore.
Your pardon.

377
00:31:08,450 --> 00:31:11,412
Outside circumstances

378
00:31:11,620 --> 00:31:16,250
force me to omit the 1st through
the 7th floors.

379
00:31:20,629 --> 00:31:23,924
Next, the roof.

380
00:31:32,850 --> 00:31:35,769
So, this is the roof.

381
00:31:36,687 --> 00:31:38,272
Wow, it's high...

382
00:31:40,149 --> 00:31:44,111
This is where she always

383
00:31:44,236 --> 00:31:47,281
checks herself.

384
00:31:47,448 --> 00:31:49,783
You know what tomorrow is?

385
00:31:50,117 --> 00:31:52,620
Yeah, your birthday, right?

386
00:31:54,079 --> 00:31:59,126
Each day, she postpones the morrow,
by transforming today to yesterday.

387
00:31:59,418 --> 00:32:02,963
A typical day in her life.

388
00:32:06,467 --> 00:32:09,929
She never goes to sleep
before dawn.

389
00:32:10,095 --> 00:32:15,309
But awakening before 6AM,
she dials and listens to the time

390
00:32:16,352 --> 00:32:20,272
As far as I can tell,
she hardly sleeps at all.

391
00:32:30,407 --> 00:32:31,825
You'll die.

392
00:32:32,701 --> 00:32:35,663
Hey, go to sleep!

393
00:32:37,831 --> 00:32:41,835
Aren't you sleepy?
Don't you want to sleep?

394
00:32:42,503 --> 00:32:44,672
I'm scared to sleep.

395
00:32:45,255 --> 00:32:46,966
When I close my eyes

396
00:32:47,091 --> 00:32:52,012
and sleep, something really
heavy seems to crush my head.

397
00:32:52,596 --> 00:32:56,517
I push it away and away and away,
but it keeps bearing down.

398
00:32:56,809 --> 00:32:59,520
I can't avert my eyes.

399
00:32:59,645 --> 00:33:01,689
And so I don't sleep.

400
00:33:02,022 --> 00:33:03,691
I faint.

401
00:33:05,192 --> 00:33:07,695
But I like tomorrow coming.

402
00:33:08,904 --> 00:33:11,031
Because tomorrow...

403
00:33:12,950 --> 00:33:15,703
You know what tomorrow is?

404
00:33:17,204 --> 00:33:19,206
Your birthday, right?

405
00:33:21,166 --> 00:33:26,213
Terrified to face the truth,
she rejects even sleep.

406
00:33:26,714 --> 00:33:30,884
Not that there is actual truth in
the ambiguity of human memory.

407
00:33:31,218 --> 00:33:35,889
Her best and only means
of survival depends on her

408
00:33:36,015 --> 00:33:38,017
destruction and renewal of memory.

409
00:33:38,434 --> 00:33:42,688
Certainly many more days bear
forgetting than joyful commemoration.

410
00:33:42,896 --> 00:33:46,400
What is it that I want from her?

411
00:33:48,444 --> 00:33:53,198
You'd better get some sleep
You're shooting again tomorrow...

412
00:33:58,495 --> 00:34:01,915
Again, today, I record her image.

413
00:34:02,166 --> 00:34:06,754
Because I find in the act
of capturing her being

414
00:34:06,879 --> 00:34:11,425
according to my own will, for my
own purpose, relief from my own life.

415
00:34:12,259 --> 00:34:16,263
Images transform my
real past into fiction.

416
00:34:16,805 --> 00:34:21,060
Each of us edits and
alters our memories.

417
00:34:21,643 --> 00:34:26,607
By giving form and existence
to this process through images,

418
00:34:26,732 --> 00:34:30,444
I reinvent my past,
whitewashing it,

419
00:34:30,569 --> 00:34:32,946
into an idealized history.

420
00:34:33,697 --> 00:34:37,534
Re-creating the present
as something invulnerable,

421
00:34:37,659 --> 00:34:41,455
as a world of
fiction and fantasy.

422
00:34:42,039 --> 00:34:47,127
We are the same.
Only our methods differ.

423
00:34:54,718 --> 00:34:56,970
Look what I found.

424
00:34:59,389 --> 00:35:02,601
What's that, throw it away.

425
00:35:02,810 --> 00:35:05,145
Do you read this stuff too?

426
00:35:05,562 --> 00:35:07,147
No I don't.

427
00:35:08,774 --> 00:35:10,150
I don't.

428
00:35:10,943 --> 00:35:11,985
Liar.

429
00:35:12,152 --> 00:35:13,654
I am not.

430
00:35:13,821 --> 00:35:15,114
Why not?

431
00:35:17,032 --> 00:35:18,826
Well, I read the softer stuff.

432
00:35:18,992 --> 00:35:21,078
You do read it.
Disgusting.

433
00:35:21,203 --> 00:35:24,998
Like Playboy, or whatever.

434
00:35:25,916 --> 00:35:30,420
"Females drowning in their lust,
coming wherever they please..."

435
00:35:30,546 --> 00:35:32,005
Don't read it.

436
00:35:32,422 --> 00:35:34,007
"Normal sex doesn't do it"

437
00:35:34,174 --> 00:35:34,925
Stop it.

438
00:35:35,050 --> 00:35:38,303
"The nymphomaniacs who
lust for kinky settings"

439
00:35:38,428 --> 00:35:40,514
Cut it out.
It's embarrassing.

440
00:35:45,310 --> 00:35:46,979
Throw it away.

441
00:35:47,729 --> 00:35:49,022
It's dirty.

442
00:35:53,235 --> 00:35:55,529
You like this stuff too.

443
00:35:59,199 --> 00:36:01,201
What can I say.

444
00:36:02,202 --> 00:36:04,204
It says, vavoom.

445
00:36:09,042 --> 00:36:10,878
No!

446
00:36:12,921 --> 00:36:14,381
You like it.

447
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:16,800
No, they're too big.

448
00:36:16,925 --> 00:36:19,386
You do like it.

449
00:36:27,728 --> 00:36:29,563
Do you like sex?

450
00:36:31,607 --> 00:36:36,570
Well, all men like sex.

451
00:36:36,695 --> 00:36:38,071
And you, Director?

452
00:36:38,238 --> 00:36:41,742
Well, the Director neither
likes nor dislikes...

453
00:36:41,950 --> 00:36:43,577
I don't dislike it...

454
00:36:43,744 --> 00:36:45,746
So you do like it.

455
00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:48,582
I don't like it.

456
00:36:49,917 --> 00:36:53,253
'Cause if you do,

457
00:36:53,378 --> 00:36:55,589
you're no more
than male and female.

458
00:36:55,923 --> 00:36:57,925
Just like everybody else.

459
00:36:58,383 --> 00:36:59,927
So I hate it!

460
00:37:00,636 --> 00:37:02,095
I really hate it!

461
00:37:05,098 --> 00:37:07,517
A Kumoha 42 street car.

462
00:37:07,643 --> 00:37:11,104
The type: 20 meters
with driver's seat.

463
00:37:11,230 --> 00:37:15,692
Two doors and benches
on either side.

464
00:37:15,817 --> 00:37:18,070
Semi-cross seats
perpendicular to the floor.

465
00:37:18,195 --> 00:37:20,280
Street car color, Grape

466
00:37:20,447 --> 00:37:24,743
Capacity 104,
68 sitting, 36 standing.

467
00:37:24,868 --> 00:37:27,788
Weight: 45 tons.
Built in 1933.

468
00:37:28,914 --> 00:37:32,918
These two cars are the only ones
of this type still operating in Japan.

469
00:37:34,628 --> 00:37:36,255
Wait a minute.

470
00:37:48,016 --> 00:37:49,434
Hello.

471
00:37:49,643 --> 00:37:52,980
Yeah, in Ube.

472
00:37:54,523 --> 00:37:56,900
Yeah, I'm shooting.

473
00:37:57,025 --> 00:37:59,987
I can't tell whether
it's any good or not.

474
00:38:00,779 --> 00:38:04,783
I'll email you an outline
when I'm done.

475
00:38:04,908 --> 00:38:07,160
.Tell me what you think

476
00:38:07,661 --> 00:38:10,831
Yeah, sounds good.
Sure.

477
00:38:12,165 --> 00:38:15,961
It's from a woman again.
Dirty Director!

478
00:38:19,006 --> 00:38:21,508
No, it's not like that.

479
00:38:22,676 --> 00:38:24,094
Lucky you.

480
00:38:24,219 --> 00:38:27,514
At least once a day
you get to talk to someone.

481
00:38:27,681 --> 00:38:29,516
It's not like that.

482
00:38:30,684 --> 00:38:33,186
I don't care who it is.
At least someone calls you.

483
00:38:39,526 --> 00:38:40,527
Want it?

484
00:38:52,706 --> 00:38:54,207
Give it back.

485
00:38:56,209 --> 00:38:57,502
Here.

486
00:39:05,218 --> 00:39:08,638
That night,
her smile disappeared

487
00:39:08,764 --> 00:39:11,224
with the falling rain.

488
00:39:35,415 --> 00:39:39,753
Hey, you OK?

489
00:39:44,508 --> 00:39:45,926
I'm coming in.

490
00:40:40,647 --> 00:40:42,315
It'll rain tomorrow.

491
00:40:42,732 --> 00:40:44,317
It'll rain tomorrow.

492
00:41:27,527 --> 00:41:28,945
What are you doing!

493
00:41:29,571 --> 00:41:31,990
Tomorrow's my birthday!

494
00:42:01,228 --> 00:42:02,562
Today is

495
00:42:02,729 --> 00:42:05,565
my father and sister's day.

496
00:42:05,857 --> 00:42:07,567
I like rainy days.

497
00:42:07,734 --> 00:42:09,819
Because when it rains,

498
00:42:09,945 --> 00:42:14,241
all the merry people in the world
finally walk with their eyes downcast.

499
00:42:14,407 --> 00:42:16,243
That's why I like rain!

500
00:42:26,294 --> 00:42:28,088
The rain she loves.

501
00:42:28,588 --> 00:42:31,258
What she keeps bottled up
on sunny days,

502
00:42:31,424 --> 00:42:34,261
flows as from a broken darn
when it rains.

503
00:42:34,594 --> 00:42:38,723
Her feelings of loneliness.
Sorrow.

504
00:42:39,224 --> 00:42:43,770
These emotions elevate her,

505
00:42:43,937 --> 00:42:47,107
preventing her from engaging
in a certain behavior.

506
00:42:47,315 --> 00:42:48,441
And...

507
00:42:48,608 --> 00:42:53,280
engendering her complex reactions
to the phenomenon called rain.

508
00:42:53,780 --> 00:42:56,449
What is the sadness
that she harbors?

509
00:42:56,783 --> 00:43:00,453
No doubt the
deaths in her family.

510
00:43:01,288 --> 00:43:04,124
In this moment
I acknowledge

511
00:43:04,291 --> 00:43:08,253
yet again, that in
her heart, she yearns

512
00:43:08,378 --> 00:43:09,963
to cease existing.

513
00:43:12,465 --> 00:43:14,634
A brand new

514
00:43:14,759 --> 00:43:15,969
morning's here.

515
00:43:16,136 --> 00:43:19,764
A morning of hope.

516
00:43:19,889 --> 00:43:23,560
Open your heart with joy.

517
00:43:23,685 --> 00:43:27,439
Look up at the sky.

518
00:43:27,564 --> 00:43:31,151
Open your vibrant heart

519
00:43:31,318 --> 00:43:35,155
to the song on the radio

520
00:43:35,322 --> 00:43:39,451
to the fragrant breeze.

521
00:43:39,576 --> 00:43:43,121
Now, 1, 2, 3...

522
00:43:44,623 --> 00:43:46,499
I'm OK again today.

523
00:43:48,835 --> 00:43:52,922
Having something to hold onto
when you're scared

524
00:43:53,048 --> 00:43:55,342
is good enough in itself.

525
00:43:57,969 --> 00:44:00,347
And this is my

526
00:44:00,639 --> 00:44:02,015
secret

527
00:44:02,182 --> 00:44:04,184
ritual space.

528
00:44:04,768 --> 00:44:06,853
It always has to be flooded.

529
00:44:06,978 --> 00:44:09,856
It's a really sacred place.

530
00:44:15,028 --> 00:44:18,114
But as of today, it's open.

531
00:44:18,239 --> 00:44:21,534
The Director can come and go.
Videocamera OK.

532
00:44:24,871 --> 00:44:26,206
Not the other one?

533
00:44:26,331 --> 00:44:28,708
This one's cooler.

534
00:44:28,875 --> 00:44:32,212
An umbrella here.

535
00:44:32,712 --> 00:44:34,047
Umbrella

536
00:44:37,175 --> 00:44:38,718
Don't you need it?

537
00:44:39,511 --> 00:44:42,555
As of today...this.

538
00:44:43,390 --> 00:44:44,724
What's that?

539
00:44:45,392 --> 00:44:46,893
A videocamera.

540
00:44:47,227 --> 00:44:48,395
Matching.

541
00:44:49,729 --> 00:44:52,065
Did you ever have fun?

542
00:44:57,153 --> 00:45:00,740
A hesitant reply
isn't a good sign, is it?

543
00:45:02,409 --> 00:45:04,327
OK then...

544
00:45:04,452 --> 00:45:06,413
A favorite place?

545
00:45:06,746 --> 00:45:10,917
Favorite place...
This sort of place isn't bad...

546
00:45:13,169 --> 00:45:14,713
I loved the desert.

547
00:45:14,838 --> 00:45:16,089
The desert?

548
00:45:16,256 --> 00:45:17,757
Desert.

549
00:45:18,925 --> 00:45:23,430
A simple place with
only sand and sky.

550
00:45:24,431 --> 00:45:26,433
Really beautiful.

551
00:45:26,766 --> 00:45:30,270
But it was beautiful
because it was unpopulated.

552
00:45:31,396 --> 00:45:35,400
No humans there to warp it.

553
00:45:35,775 --> 00:45:38,278
A beautiful world
without people.

554
00:45:38,445 --> 00:45:40,113
That sounds lovely.

555
00:45:41,197 --> 00:45:42,907
Like railroad tracks?

556
00:45:43,241 --> 00:45:45,243
What? Yeah.

557
00:45:45,452 --> 00:45:46,953
Why?

558
00:45:47,328 --> 00:45:48,788
Well...

559
00:45:50,623 --> 00:45:55,587
How shall I put it...
Because they are mechanical.

560
00:45:57,505 --> 00:46:00,633
And then rails are fixed, right?

561
00:46:01,259 --> 00:46:05,638
As long as you ride them
you needn't choose a path.

562
00:46:06,264 --> 00:46:08,808
Perhaps that's a relief.

563
00:46:09,726 --> 00:46:10,977
And you?

564
00:46:11,311 --> 00:46:12,479
I like them.

565
00:46:12,604 --> 00:46:13,897
Why?

566
00:46:14,022 --> 00:46:16,483
Because these two rails

567
00:46:16,649 --> 00:46:19,486
will never come together.

568
00:46:19,944 --> 00:46:21,488
And yet,

569
00:46:21,780 --> 00:46:23,823
the two are one.

570
00:46:24,073 --> 00:46:25,658
That's why!

571
00:46:26,201 --> 00:46:28,328
They left me.

572
00:46:28,870 --> 00:46:31,831
Abused and then abandoned.

573
00:46:32,457 --> 00:46:34,501
I tried everything,

574
00:46:34,667 --> 00:46:38,004
but my fear made me tremble.

575
00:46:39,672 --> 00:46:41,341
The magical powers
of a pair of dice

576
00:46:42,550 --> 00:46:44,636
still sway me

577
00:46:45,303 --> 00:46:47,347
undiminished.

578
00:46:48,348 --> 00:46:51,351
If only one day I could say

579
00:46:51,643 --> 00:46:54,145
I'm so glad I met you.

580
00:46:54,270 --> 00:46:56,523
I hum to myself.

581
00:47:11,454 --> 00:47:14,040
My umbrella!
My umbrella!

582
00:47:36,896 --> 00:47:40,233
If I died in your place...

583
00:47:41,192 --> 00:47:43,236
How would the skies part?

584
00:47:43,987 --> 00:47:46,239
How would the wind flow?

585
00:47:48,533 --> 00:47:51,870
Beneath the steps
of that dark red space

586
00:47:53,079 --> 00:47:57,083
you used that sharp stick

587
00:47:57,792 --> 00:48:01,379
and struck my bursting...

588
00:48:02,338 --> 00:48:05,258
over and over...

589
00:48:09,470 --> 00:48:12,098
It's no good, I can't write.

590
00:48:12,932 --> 00:48:15,059
Hopeless.

591
00:48:15,351 --> 00:48:17,770
Maybe time to give it up.

592
00:48:18,938 --> 00:48:21,232
What'll I do if I quit?

593
00:48:21,566 --> 00:48:23,943
What do you think I'd...

594
00:48:27,697 --> 00:48:29,949
Oh, sorry.
I'll call you back.

595
00:48:31,659 --> 00:48:34,454
Hey, what are you doing?

596
00:48:57,936 --> 00:49:01,439
Today, she didn't
venture near the roof,

597
00:49:01,564 --> 00:49:03,483
or to the railroad tracks.

598
00:49:03,650 --> 00:49:07,320
She never attempted
to leave the room.

599
00:50:17,306 --> 00:50:19,183
Tomorrow's my birthday.

600
00:50:19,308 --> 00:50:21,394
Tomorrow's my birthday.

601
00:50:25,565 --> 00:50:27,066
Be happy.

602
00:50:27,275 --> 00:50:28,901
Be happy.

603
00:50:38,077 --> 00:50:41,039
She never discussed
what frightened her,

604
00:50:41,164 --> 00:50:43,416
what she wanted to escape.

605
00:50:43,958 --> 00:50:47,086
She no longer saw
anyone but herself.

606
00:50:47,503 --> 00:50:51,424
I no longer exist inside of her.

607
00:50:52,467 --> 00:50:57,263
That day passed without our
exchanging a single word,

608
00:50:57,388 --> 00:51:01,768
a single glance, or lifting
the camera to shoot.

609
00:51:02,101 --> 00:51:06,773
For I hadn't the courage
to capture her like this.

610
00:51:07,648 --> 00:51:10,693
Her unrelenting
oppressive reality

611
00:51:10,818 --> 00:51:13,780
began to bear down
on me as well.

612
00:51:28,795 --> 00:51:33,800
Unbeknownst to me, she
had found a cat that day.

613
00:51:42,475 --> 00:51:45,311
Look mother,
isn't this cat cute?

614
00:51:45,478 --> 00:51:47,480
It's called Jam.

615
00:51:48,815 --> 00:51:51,317
Look, it's mother, mother.

616
00:51:51,484 --> 00:51:54,821
Our very, very kind mother.

617
00:51:55,363 --> 00:51:57,990
Let's say hello to her, Jam.

618
00:52:00,952 --> 00:52:03,329
You know what tomorrow is?

619
00:52:05,498 --> 00:52:07,333
Tomorrow...

620
00:52:07,875 --> 00:52:10,336
is my birthday.

621
00:52:13,381 --> 00:52:16,509
Her ritual remained interrupted.

622
00:52:17,135 --> 00:52:21,180
Since that day, she hadn't climbed
to the roof, or visited the tracks,

623
00:52:21,347 --> 00:52:23,683
but played with the cat all day.

624
00:52:24,183 --> 00:52:28,980
Playing with the cat seemed to
allow her to avoid herself.

625
00:52:29,564 --> 00:52:34,694
She still slept rarely,
and now barely ate,

626
00:52:34,986 --> 00:52:37,613
only played with the cat.

627
00:52:37,738 --> 00:52:40,158
Nothing else worth
recording took place.

628
00:52:40,575 --> 00:52:45,371
Except that of course we neither
spoke nor exchanged a glance.

629
00:52:45,997 --> 00:52:50,042
I remained locked outside her.

630
00:52:50,543 --> 00:52:53,671
Here, Jam!

631
00:53:04,390 --> 00:53:06,225
Why don't you come?

632
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:18,237
The cat slipped away that day.

633
00:53:19,405 --> 00:53:21,407
The photographer's dream.

634
00:53:21,657 --> 00:53:23,576
The writer's soul.

635
00:53:24,118 --> 00:53:26,579
The director's obsession.

636
00:53:26,829 --> 00:53:28,748
The actor's disease.

637
00:53:28,915 --> 00:53:30,541
Red cheeks.

638
00:53:30,666 --> 00:53:32,418
Swelling lips.

639
00:53:32,585 --> 00:53:34,587
Tightened strings.

640
00:53:36,505 --> 00:53:38,591
The human heart is fragile

641
00:53:38,716 --> 00:53:41,385
and is easily captured.

642
00:53:42,220 --> 00:53:44,430
An evil song

643
00:53:44,805 --> 00:53:46,766
drifting through the dark

644
00:53:47,099 --> 00:53:48,893
envelopes the girl.

645
00:53:49,018 --> 00:53:50,770
You can eat this.

646
00:53:51,020 --> 00:53:52,605
Announcing,

647
00:53:52,772 --> 00:53:56,108
My true mother's arrived.

648
00:53:56,234 --> 00:53:57,944
The girl dances

649
00:53:58,778 --> 00:54:00,571
wildly, wildly

650
00:54:01,322 --> 00:54:02,740
wildly.

651
00:54:54,667 --> 00:54:58,504
She never did
come home that day.

652
00:54:59,005 --> 00:55:00,339
And suddenly,

653
00:55:00,464 --> 00:55:05,011
I noticed that I was somewhat
relieved the cat had gone.

654
00:55:42,214 --> 00:55:43,382
Um...

655
00:55:45,051 --> 00:55:46,385
the cat?

656
00:55:54,727 --> 00:55:56,354
Mother.

657
00:55:57,521 --> 00:55:59,523
My mother was inside me.

658
00:56:01,025 --> 00:56:03,235
I've become my mother.

659
00:56:44,819 --> 00:56:45,778
Cut it out!

660
00:56:47,446 --> 00:56:49,115
What are you doing!

661
00:57:15,599 --> 00:57:16,976
Cut it out!

662
00:57:21,981 --> 00:57:23,482
Calm down.

663
00:57:25,943 --> 00:57:30,156
Why! Why weren't you
with me then!

664
00:57:30,406 --> 00:57:31,991
Why!

665
00:57:45,087 --> 00:57:46,672
Calm down!

666
00:57:47,339 --> 00:57:48,841
Calm down!

667
00:58:41,060 --> 00:58:43,062
It's your sound.

668
00:58:45,523 --> 00:58:47,525
It's beating away.

669
00:58:51,695 --> 00:58:53,572
A gentle sound...

670
00:58:53,948 --> 00:58:56,075
I've never heard it before...

671
00:59:24,603 --> 00:59:26,939
Don't go anywhere, OK?

672
00:59:28,941 --> 00:59:31,944
Don't disappear
like that, OK?

673
00:59:35,614 --> 00:59:38,617
Don't ever leave me
alone again, OK?

674
00:59:40,786 --> 00:59:42,288
Promise.

675
00:59:43,872 --> 00:59:47,126
Because tomorrow's
my birthday.

676
00:59:50,087 --> 00:59:53,424
Sure... OK.

677
00:59:56,010 --> 00:59:57,636
You have to be

678
00:59:58,762 --> 01:00:00,973
with me on my birthday.

679
01:00:02,891 --> 01:00:04,977
Forever and ever, OK?

680
01:00:21,827 --> 01:00:24,163
What are you thinking?

681
01:00:24,872 --> 01:00:29,168
What? Oh, sorry.

682
01:01:19,510 --> 01:01:20,844
For real!

683
01:01:20,969 --> 01:01:24,556
Hey, hey, wake up!
Wake up!

684
01:01:27,017 --> 01:01:28,394
It's past 6.

685
01:01:38,320 --> 01:01:42,074
No... hold on...

686
01:01:45,244 --> 01:01:46,912
Don't climb.

687
01:01:51,542 --> 01:01:52,751
Up we go.

688
01:02:15,274 --> 01:02:16,442
Yup.

689
01:02:22,948 --> 01:02:24,283
OK?

690
01:02:36,628 --> 01:02:39,465
Your heart says I'm OK.

691
01:02:44,970 --> 01:02:47,055
There... there...

692
01:02:47,181 --> 01:02:49,475
Which line today?

693
01:02:50,017 --> 01:02:51,143
Amusement park.

694
01:02:53,896 --> 01:02:55,814
I can handle this.

695
01:03:07,326 --> 01:03:09,328
Sorry, there's someone scary.

696
01:03:16,502 --> 01:03:19,171
Director! Monkeys!

697
01:03:19,338 --> 01:03:21,173
Monkeys and goats.

698
01:03:29,515 --> 01:03:32,184
I made a huge
discovery this morning.

699
01:03:34,937 --> 01:03:36,480
Guess what?

700
01:03:38,357 --> 01:03:41,360
I'm not scared to
fall asleep anymore.

701
01:03:42,194 --> 01:03:45,030
Just because
you were with me,

702
01:03:45,197 --> 01:03:49,701
I could close my eyes
just like that.

703
01:03:51,286 --> 01:03:52,871
And like,

704
01:03:54,081 --> 01:03:55,999
I wasn't scared at all.

705
01:03:56,124 --> 01:03:58,544
Nothing came crashing down.

706
01:04:01,505 --> 01:04:05,175
Actually, my body
felt really light.

707
01:04:05,300 --> 01:04:07,052
I could just sleep.

708
01:04:07,386 --> 01:04:09,346
This is amazing!

709
01:04:09,471 --> 01:04:13,892
This is really amazing
Do you understand what this means?

710
01:04:14,017 --> 01:04:16,019
Amazing discovery!

711
01:04:17,396 --> 01:04:18,397
Really.

712
01:04:30,450 --> 01:04:31,743
Great angle.

713
01:04:32,035 --> 01:04:35,414
The wind's not so bad
when I lie like this.

714
01:04:35,581 --> 01:04:37,374
You're right.

715
01:04:51,305 --> 01:04:54,433
Cuddling is nice, isn't it?
I like it.

716
01:04:55,142 --> 01:04:56,602
Yeah.

717
01:04:56,935 --> 01:05:00,105
In a way, I like this better

718
01:05:00,272 --> 01:05:01,607
than that.

719
01:05:02,232 --> 01:05:03,233
Don't believe you.

720
01:05:03,358 --> 01:05:04,610
No, really.

721
01:05:06,236 --> 01:05:07,905
Huh, well then,

722
01:05:08,447 --> 01:05:10,449
what do you like about it?

723
01:05:11,950 --> 01:05:13,118
That it's warm.

724
01:05:13,827 --> 01:05:15,203
It's warm...

725
01:05:15,329 --> 01:05:16,955
For me,

726
01:05:17,414 --> 01:05:20,292
when I wake up in
the middle of the night,

727
01:05:20,959 --> 01:05:22,920
you're beside me.

728
01:05:23,045 --> 01:05:25,589
Your face is right there.

729
01:05:25,714 --> 01:05:29,635
It's so reassuring.
Amazing, isn't it?

730
01:05:31,136 --> 01:05:32,804
I know what you mean.

731
01:05:33,472 --> 01:05:35,140
But your mouth's

732
01:05:35,682 --> 01:05:39,478
always wide open
and you drool.

733
01:05:41,229 --> 01:05:43,565
You... fool!

734
01:05:43,690 --> 01:05:45,275
Ouch!

735
01:05:46,735 --> 01:05:48,153
Can you make it?

736
01:05:53,700 --> 01:05:56,578
All these used tires

737
01:05:56,703 --> 01:05:59,456
look like people's ex-teeth.

738
01:06:03,919 --> 01:06:06,338
Let me shoot too.

739
01:06:07,339 --> 01:06:09,508
OK? I want to shoot, too.

740
01:06:09,675 --> 01:06:11,760
No, it won't
be my film anymore.

741
01:06:11,885 --> 01:06:13,679
Who cares, c'mon.

742
01:06:13,804 --> 01:06:15,138
Let me, let me.

743
01:06:21,353 --> 01:06:24,856
This? This OK?
Is it working?

744
01:06:25,190 --> 01:06:26,483
Give it back.

745
01:06:27,359 --> 01:06:29,528
Say something.

746
01:06:29,653 --> 01:06:30,654
Don't shoot me.

747
01:06:31,655 --> 01:06:33,198
Why are you upset?

748
01:06:33,365 --> 01:06:35,033
I'm not upset.

749
01:06:35,158 --> 01:06:36,201
Liar.

750
01:06:37,995 --> 01:06:39,538
It's true.

751
01:06:40,956 --> 01:06:42,165
Do I look upset?

752
01:06:42,290 --> 01:06:43,875
You do.

753
01:06:44,167 --> 01:06:45,711
I am not upset.

754
01:06:50,340 --> 01:06:51,883
I wonder...

755
01:06:54,845 --> 01:06:56,388
I'm tired lately.

756
01:06:56,555 --> 01:06:58,056
Tired?

757
01:06:58,515 --> 01:07:01,143
Huh, I see.

758
01:07:01,268 --> 01:07:03,729
So what!

759
01:07:10,360 --> 01:07:12,237
Want me to mother you?

760
01:07:14,740 --> 01:07:16,158
Yes, please.

761
01:07:16,283 --> 01:07:19,536
OK, good boy, good boy.

762
01:07:21,455 --> 01:07:23,206
I'll mother you more.

763
01:07:28,587 --> 01:07:31,048
Will you mother me then?

764
01:07:33,592 --> 01:07:35,093
I want a piggyback.

765
01:07:35,218 --> 01:07:37,387
Piggyback?

766
01:07:37,512 --> 01:07:38,555
Yeah, piggyback.

767
01:07:38,680 --> 01:07:39,931
For real?

768
01:07:42,267 --> 01:07:43,935
A two-shot.

769
01:07:55,030 --> 01:07:56,114
I'm dizzy.

770
01:07:56,281 --> 01:07:58,075
Dizzy.

771
01:08:04,539 --> 01:08:06,750
Know what tomorrow is?

772
01:08:10,045 --> 01:08:11,213
Sure.

773
01:08:11,338 --> 01:08:12,422
That's right,

774
01:08:12,547 --> 01:08:15,967
tomorrow's my birthday.

775
01:08:16,134 --> 01:08:17,594
Tomorrow's my birthday.

776
01:08:17,719 --> 01:08:19,304
Tomorrow's my birthday.

777
01:09:22,909 --> 01:09:24,536
Tomorrow's my birthday!

778
01:09:44,931 --> 01:09:48,643
It's nearly a month
since I met her.

779
01:09:48,768 --> 01:09:51,563
I'm fed up with
the endless "yesterdays",

780
01:09:52,022 --> 01:09:54,399
and lulled by the "todays".

781
01:09:55,483 --> 01:09:58,695
Anxious, too, that tomorrow
may bring change

782
01:09:59,571 --> 01:10:02,908
yet eagerly awaiting the change
it may finally bring.

783
01:10:03,575 --> 01:10:08,580
What do I want from
this reality I share with her?

784
01:10:09,039 --> 01:10:13,251
The constancy of the past
or the change of the future.

785
01:10:14,711 --> 01:10:15,712
However,

786
01:10:16,129 --> 01:10:20,383
these were no more than idle doubts
that shifted with my moods.

787
01:10:27,349 --> 01:10:30,602
You snore every night
Sounds just like a hedgehog.

788
01:10:30,769 --> 01:10:35,565
These days will come to an end
Eventually, I'll part with her.

789
01:10:35,941 --> 01:10:39,444
Even my life will end one day.

790
01:10:40,278 --> 01:10:45,742
All the more reason to treasure
these slight, fleeting emotions.

791
01:10:46,159 --> 01:10:50,622
But the excess of boredom
and the excess of intimacy

792
01:10:50,747 --> 01:10:53,291
were simply exhausting me.

793
01:10:53,667 --> 01:10:58,964
And I realized that gradually
the times that being with her

794
01:10:59,089 --> 01:11:03,051
depressed me,
outstripped the times

795
01:11:03,176 --> 01:11:04,928
that I enjoyed it.

796
01:11:34,249 --> 01:11:36,167
Someday that'll happen to me.

797
01:11:45,302 --> 01:11:46,678
You know, today,

798
01:11:46,845 --> 01:11:49,180
there was this blue car

799
01:11:49,347 --> 01:11:51,683
in front of the shrine,

800
01:11:52,309 --> 01:11:55,645
and this car, you know,

801
01:11:55,770 --> 01:11:57,981
was really cute...

802
01:11:58,106 --> 01:12:01,192
Hey, you listening?
You listening?

803
01:12:01,318 --> 01:12:03,361
I've gotten really good.

804
01:12:03,486 --> 01:12:06,197
Oh, it stopped.

805
01:12:14,247 --> 01:12:17,000
I'm off to the store.

806
01:12:44,194 --> 01:12:45,570
He hates me?

807
01:12:45,904 --> 01:12:47,405
Hates me?

808
01:12:49,115 --> 01:12:50,033
He hates me.

809
01:12:50,158 --> 01:12:52,577
Hates me, hates me, hates me!

810
01:12:54,371 --> 01:12:56,081
I'll be left alone again.

811
01:12:56,247 --> 01:12:57,582
I'll be left alone again.

812
01:12:57,749 --> 01:12:59,876
They left me.

813
01:13:00,960 --> 01:13:03,880
Abused and then abandoned.

814
01:13:05,131 --> 01:13:07,092
I tried everything

815
01:13:07,258 --> 01:13:10,261
but my fear made me tremble.

816
01:13:11,096 --> 01:13:15,767
The magical powers
of a pair of dice...

817
01:13:16,226 --> 01:13:18,269
...still sway me.

818
01:13:20,688 --> 01:13:23,775
If only one day I could say,

819
01:13:23,942 --> 01:13:26,611
I'm so glad I met you.

820
01:13:26,778 --> 01:13:30,281
I hum to myself.

821
01:13:34,327 --> 01:13:37,414
Listen, your sister...

822
01:13:37,539 --> 01:13:39,082
You listening?

823
01:13:39,207 --> 01:13:41,709
She never listened to her mother.

824
01:13:41,835 --> 01:13:43,878
It's too late for regrets now!

825
01:13:44,003 --> 01:13:47,298
Listen to me, or you'll
end up like your sister!

826
01:13:49,926 --> 01:13:53,805
Both of you share
that man's blood.

827
01:13:54,222 --> 01:13:55,974
Guess it's hopeless.

828
01:13:57,475 --> 01:14:00,645
I've had it!
Where are you!

829
01:14:00,770 --> 01:14:03,148
Not with that man again.

830
01:14:03,731 --> 01:14:06,151
I won't stand for it!

831
01:14:06,568 --> 01:14:08,945
Shut up, clueless!

832
01:14:09,279 --> 01:14:11,322
You're so patronizing!

833
01:14:11,489 --> 01:14:15,160
All you ever want is
for me to be grateful!

834
01:14:15,326 --> 01:14:16,828
Always, always, always.

835
01:14:16,953 --> 01:14:19,998
You're just patronizing me!

836
01:14:20,748 --> 01:14:23,626
You don't even have a clue

837
01:14:23,751 --> 01:14:27,172
what it is I really want!
Not a clue!

838
01:14:27,338 --> 01:14:29,340
How dare you!

839
01:14:32,552 --> 01:14:35,263
You only remember
what you gave me,

840
01:14:35,388 --> 01:14:38,475
but not how.
you mistreated me

841
01:14:38,600 --> 01:14:39,809
Right?

842
01:14:41,478 --> 01:14:45,023
Or what, we're even-steven
for all your troubles?

843
01:14:46,024 --> 01:14:49,861
Go ahead and die!
I won't care!

844
01:14:51,070 --> 01:14:54,032
Shut up, shut up, shut up!

845
01:14:55,700 --> 01:14:58,369
Why were you
nice to me then?

846
01:15:31,903 --> 01:15:33,571
Mother...

847
01:15:44,165 --> 01:15:46,251
Why don't you answer?

848
01:15:48,795 --> 01:15:50,588
Why don't you answer?

849
01:16:00,056 --> 01:16:02,934
Her heart is overcome by a world

850
01:16:03,101 --> 01:16:07,272
awash in cruelty, harshness,
hatred and loneliness.

851
01:16:07,605 --> 01:16:10,567
But that is the way of the world.

852
01:16:10,900 --> 01:16:14,279
Each of us fears its absurdity,
and curses it.

853
01:16:14,654 --> 01:16:17,740
And yet, the world is
immeasurably vast,

854
01:16:17,865 --> 01:16:23,288
and gentleness, mercy and
empathy linger in our hearts.

855
01:16:23,705 --> 01:16:27,417
I desperately wanted her

856
01:16:27,542 --> 01:16:29,294
to know this reality as well.

857
01:16:29,627 --> 01:16:30,962
Hello...

858
01:16:38,595 --> 01:16:40,263
Hey, there.

859
01:16:41,639 --> 01:16:42,974
What's wrong.

860
01:16:52,525 --> 01:16:57,655
But her heart is so
delicate, so vulnerable.

861
01:16:58,156 --> 01:17:01,159
Am I really capable of
embracing

862
01:17:01,659 --> 01:17:04,662
the endless darkness
inside it?

863
01:17:05,330 --> 01:17:10,335
Perhaps I'm incapable
of accepting her...

864
01:17:10,501 --> 01:17:14,672
I find myself enveloped
in an anxiety I cannot shake.

865
01:17:15,131 --> 01:17:18,426
Today, again,
I can do nothing.

866
01:17:20,928 --> 01:17:25,308
6 in the morning,
she's back to her usual self

867
01:17:25,892 --> 01:17:29,020
She's returned
to her little world

868
01:17:29,187 --> 01:17:31,522
constructed entirely

869
01:17:31,689 --> 01:17:34,859
of her protections,
denying the existence

870
01:17:35,026 --> 01:17:37,028
of whatever can harm her.

871
01:17:37,320 --> 01:17:42,533
Except now she has
chosen to rely on me.

872
01:17:42,992 --> 01:17:45,203
Yeah, it always sounds good.

873
01:17:45,328 --> 01:17:49,874
She begins another day of life,
brimming with fantasy,

874
01:17:50,041 --> 01:17:52,877
plastered in self-deception,
sealed by oblivion.

875
01:17:53,294 --> 01:17:58,383
My own faint panic,
"I've got to do something"

876
01:17:58,675 --> 01:18:00,718
is futilely idle.

877
01:18:03,763 --> 01:18:05,056
What are you doing?

878
01:18:05,223 --> 01:18:07,558
Nothing, work.

879
01:18:13,272 --> 01:18:15,024
Let's go outside then.

880
01:18:17,068 --> 01:18:20,029
Shoot your movie,
that's your job, right?

881
01:18:20,988 --> 01:18:22,198
Is that work?

882
01:18:22,323 --> 01:18:24,242
It is your job.

883
01:18:27,495 --> 01:18:32,792
In Japan today, all forms
of expression,

884
01:18:32,917 --> 01:18:37,088
beginning with images,
serve only

885
01:18:37,380 --> 01:18:38,423
as either

886
01:18:38,548 --> 01:18:43,094
time-killing entertainment
for those without occupation,

887
01:18:43,261 --> 01:18:47,598
or as momentary respite for
those who are afraid of pain.

888
01:18:48,099 --> 01:18:53,271
People desire either real scandals
amplified into rawness,

889
01:18:53,980 --> 01:18:55,106
or,

890
01:18:55,273 --> 01:18:59,777
the illusion of beautifully
adapted fictions.

891
01:19:00,528 --> 01:19:02,280
It is true of me.

892
01:19:03,322 --> 01:19:05,867
Unable to create
appropriate relationships.

893
01:19:05,992 --> 01:19:11,289
I escape into a fictional world,
constructed on a fantasy of daily life.

894
01:19:11,998 --> 01:19:14,125
Even this film, when completed,

895
01:19:14,292 --> 01:19:17,378
will become a device to deliver
a certain amount of stimulation.

896
01:19:17,503 --> 01:19:20,798
Devoid of surprises,
and a measure of time spent in peace.

897
01:19:21,758 --> 01:19:26,429
Who wants images beyond that?
Who needs them?

898
01:19:27,138 --> 01:19:31,642
By then, I had abandoned
her as a visual construct.

899
01:19:32,727 --> 01:19:34,979
I didn't want to film anything.

900
01:19:35,980 --> 01:19:40,318
As long as she was present,
I didn't need to make a film.

901
01:19:41,068 --> 01:19:44,989
I had always been entranced
with the idea of

902
01:19:45,156 --> 01:19:47,992
being madly loved,
and loving madly.

903
01:19:48,493 --> 01:19:53,122
And yet this was
a stupendous burden, exhausting.

904
01:19:53,790 --> 01:19:56,334
Could I really bear it?

905
01:19:58,419 --> 01:20:00,505
Long time...

906
01:20:00,630 --> 01:20:01,839
So you were back.

907
01:20:22,026 --> 01:20:24,695
Hey, wait!

908
01:20:29,242 --> 01:20:32,203
Wait, dammit!

909
01:20:34,580 --> 01:20:36,332
What's that about?

910
01:20:39,877 --> 01:20:41,379
I gotta go.

911
01:20:43,756 --> 01:20:45,341
Hey, don't bother.

912
01:20:46,551 --> 01:20:49,220
I said wait! Hey, hey!

913
01:20:55,059 --> 01:20:57,478
Give it back,
I know you've got it.

914
01:20:57,603 --> 01:20:59,146
Hey! You do, right!

915
01:20:59,272 --> 01:21:01,899
No, I'm not my sister!

916
01:21:17,582 --> 01:21:19,375
You're crazy!

917
01:21:36,893 --> 01:21:37,935
Excuse...

918
01:22:12,803 --> 01:22:14,263
You OK?

919
01:22:40,331 --> 01:22:41,666
Hello.

920
01:22:42,583 --> 01:22:46,504
Sorry about that...

921
01:22:47,338 --> 01:22:49,674
A reunion?
Right now?

922
01:22:50,883 --> 01:22:53,511
A toast to his triumphant return!

923
01:22:58,474 --> 01:22:59,517
You forgot, right?

924
01:22:59,684 --> 01:23:02,645
Oh...
Sorry, sorry.

925
01:25:51,939 --> 01:25:53,524
Where were you?

926
01:25:59,572 --> 01:26:00,531
And you?

927
01:26:00,698 --> 01:26:02,366
Where were you!

928
01:26:02,741 --> 01:26:04,702
With some woman?

929
01:26:06,871 --> 01:26:08,706
No, what are you saying?

930
01:26:11,333 --> 01:26:15,963
I was out drinking
with my old friends.

931
01:26:16,088 --> 01:26:17,715
Liar, liar.

932
01:26:17,882 --> 01:26:18,716
It's the truth.

933
01:26:18,883 --> 01:26:20,050
Liar.

934
01:26:22,136 --> 01:26:23,721
And where were you?

935
01:26:23,888 --> 01:26:25,514
Liar!

936
01:26:28,100 --> 01:26:30,561
I'm not lying.
It's the truth.

937
01:26:32,855 --> 01:26:34,565
There's nothing left.

938
01:26:56,545 --> 01:26:59,590
Nothing but your heartbeat.

939
01:27:13,395 --> 01:27:15,272
Ever kissed someone?

940
01:27:17,441 --> 01:27:18,734
I have.

941
01:27:21,487 --> 01:27:23,572
Maybe I haven't ever.

942
01:27:29,703 --> 01:27:31,789
Have you ever killed someone?

943
01:27:33,415 --> 01:27:34,792
No...

944
01:27:36,126 --> 01:27:39,129
Maybe.

945
01:27:40,297 --> 01:27:42,132
In my head.

946
01:27:44,969 --> 01:27:46,303
Me too.

947
01:28:01,151 --> 01:28:03,279
You want sex?

948
01:28:07,992 --> 01:28:11,620
If I have sex with you,
will you stay forever?

949
01:28:15,708 --> 01:28:17,668
Actually, you like it, right?

950
01:28:18,877 --> 01:28:21,005
Much better than cuddling.

951
01:28:22,840 --> 01:28:25,009
You just put up with that, right?

952
01:28:26,635 --> 01:28:29,513
You want to see and touch
my breasts, right?

953
01:28:33,142 --> 01:28:35,144
Then, have sex with me.

954
01:28:37,479 --> 01:28:40,024
But don't go anywhere.

955
01:28:41,150 --> 01:28:43,485
Don't abandon me.

956
01:28:45,529 --> 01:28:47,698
I'll do whatever you ask.

957
01:28:50,951 --> 01:28:52,870
Don't hate me.

958
01:28:55,331 --> 01:28:57,333
Don't start hating me.

959
01:29:03,172 --> 01:29:04,381
Ouch.

960
01:29:20,439 --> 01:29:21,899
No, no!

961
01:29:24,943 --> 01:29:27,738
If I do this,
I will become my sister...

962
01:29:30,074 --> 01:29:32,034
I'll become my sister!

963
01:29:34,119 --> 01:29:37,915
I'm...
Still...

964
01:29:38,165 --> 01:29:41,585
If I died in your place.

965
01:29:42,503 --> 01:29:44,588
How would the skies part.

966
01:29:45,089 --> 01:29:47,591
How would the wind flow.

967
01:29:49,760 --> 01:29:53,097
Beneath the steps
of that dark red space

968
01:29:54,348 --> 01:29:58,435
you used that sharpened stick

969
01:29:59,144 --> 01:30:02,606
over and over

970
01:30:04,149 --> 01:30:08,278
striking my

971
01:30:09,655 --> 01:30:12,950
quivering lips

972
01:30:14,576 --> 01:30:16,954
swollen to bursting

973
01:30:18,372 --> 01:30:20,124
tasting

974
01:30:20,624 --> 01:30:24,294
of sorrow and betrayal.

975
01:30:25,129 --> 01:30:26,755
That song

976
01:30:27,714 --> 01:30:29,591
has left me.

977
01:30:31,301 --> 01:30:33,637
I peer back again and again

978
01:30:34,263 --> 01:30:36,306
at that dreamlike state.

979
01:30:38,350 --> 01:30:41,979
Oh, hello.
Sorry, I'll call you back later.

980
01:31:00,164 --> 01:31:01,582
Hello.

981
01:31:01,707 --> 01:31:04,835
How unusual.
Calling at this hour.

982
01:31:04,960 --> 01:31:08,505
Cat got your tongue?
Hello, hello...

983
01:31:31,236 --> 01:31:32,863
What are you...

984
01:31:47,753 --> 01:31:49,213
Come to bed.

985
01:32:02,601 --> 01:32:04,061
You read this?

986
01:32:05,687 --> 01:32:07,064
Why...

987
01:32:07,231 --> 01:32:08,732
What'd you think?

988
01:32:09,233 --> 01:32:10,359
Why?

989
01:32:10,484 --> 01:32:12,069
It's your movie.

990
01:32:15,739 --> 01:32:17,741
Because you have to?

991
01:32:20,577 --> 01:32:24,414
Are you with me because
you have to be for work?

992
01:32:25,165 --> 01:32:28,418
No, that's not what I meant.

993
01:32:28,585 --> 01:32:30,587
Just like my father?

994
01:32:32,339 --> 01:32:34,424
Just like my sister?

995
01:32:36,552 --> 01:32:38,595
Just like my mother?

996
01:32:43,767 --> 01:32:47,271
It doesn't matter
if you don't like it.

997
01:32:47,896 --> 01:32:49,606
Am I worthless?

998
01:32:50,899 --> 01:32:53,068
Do you hate me?

999
01:32:56,113 --> 01:32:58,115
Are you going away?

1000
01:33:03,078 --> 01:33:07,082
Tell me you won't.
Tell me you won't.

1001
01:33:07,958 --> 01:33:10,627
That woman on the phone...

1002
01:33:10,919 --> 01:33:14,965
You were just tempted when
she called you, right?

1003
01:33:15,924 --> 01:33:19,970
What woman?
She's nobody...

1004
01:33:20,804 --> 01:33:22,472
Irrelevant...

1005
01:33:35,902 --> 01:33:37,487
I can't hear you.

1006
01:33:40,574 --> 01:33:42,993
I can't hear your heartbeat.

1007
01:33:50,292 --> 01:33:52,169
There's one answer.

1008
01:33:54,087 --> 01:33:56,006
Two answers.

1009
01:33:58,884 --> 01:34:00,677
Three answers.

1010
01:34:04,056 --> 01:34:06,016
How many answers?

1011
01:34:12,981 --> 01:34:15,192
What makes you like this...

1012
01:34:29,373 --> 01:34:34,336
By 6 that morning,
she had disappeared.

1013
01:34:39,883 --> 01:34:43,679
Are you a friend of my sister's?
You dating her?

1014
01:34:45,389 --> 01:34:48,558
Well, yes, something like that.

1015
01:34:48,684 --> 01:34:52,187
Huh...
That girl got a boyfriend...

1016
01:34:53,230 --> 01:34:55,065
Oh, sorry.

1017
01:34:56,066 --> 01:34:58,068
I never thought she'd do it.

1018
01:34:58,443 --> 01:35:02,072
Her sister appeared instead.

1019
01:35:02,239 --> 01:35:06,743
Finally, she'd rejected
even herself.

1020
01:35:07,035 --> 01:35:10,247
It's none of my business,
but be nice to her, OK?

1021
01:35:14,000 --> 01:35:17,587
Come to think of it, she
always liked this kind of place.

1022
01:35:18,839 --> 01:35:21,091
I feel sorry for her.

1023
01:35:21,425 --> 01:35:24,094
Parents split up
when she was young,

1024
01:35:24,886 --> 01:35:27,889
Father walked out
on both of us.

1025
01:35:28,014 --> 01:35:30,600
Wound up dead
with the new woman.

1026
01:35:31,393 --> 01:35:34,271
Did it rain on that day?

1027
01:35:35,439 --> 01:35:37,107
No, in a fire.

1028
01:35:37,274 --> 01:35:38,275
A fire?

1029
01:35:39,109 --> 01:35:41,611
Yes, on her birthday.

1030
01:35:43,071 --> 01:35:45,449
And, your mother?

1031
01:35:46,575 --> 01:35:48,785
A streetcar hit her.

1032
01:35:50,328 --> 01:35:54,416
On her birthday, she'd always cry,
Why did they leave me?

1033
01:35:55,125 --> 01:35:59,463
Our mother was a terrible person.

1034
01:36:00,547 --> 01:36:03,633
She blamed anything bad
on someone else.

1035
01:36:04,301 --> 01:36:06,303
It was Dad's fault,

1036
01:36:06,636 --> 01:36:08,472
that woman's fault,

1037
01:36:08,638 --> 01:36:12,976
my sister's fault, my fault,
the world's fault.

1038
01:36:13,226 --> 01:36:16,438
It never occurred to her
the fault might be hers.

1039
01:36:17,647 --> 01:36:22,486
My poor sister.
She was always compared to me.

1040
01:36:22,986 --> 01:36:26,323
She only heard nagging
"Why can't you be like your sister?"

1041
01:36:26,990 --> 01:36:30,327
It was like
she was no good.

1042
01:36:31,703 --> 01:36:33,663
She must have suffered.

1043
01:36:36,124 --> 01:36:40,128
I wonder how she'll
ever learn to like herself.

1044
01:36:46,885 --> 01:36:49,805
There's someone I'd like to see.
Coming?

1045
01:37:01,858 --> 01:37:04,027
None of your business, butt out.

1046
01:37:04,820 --> 01:37:05,862
You...

1047
01:37:23,964 --> 01:37:27,217
New guy, huh...
Must run in the family.

1048
01:37:30,679 --> 01:37:33,390
Listen, cut the crap.

1049
01:37:33,515 --> 01:37:36,560
You only show up
when it suits you.

1050
01:37:38,144 --> 01:37:41,523
What's with that face?
Same as last time?

1051
01:37:48,864 --> 01:37:50,407
Seen my cat?

1052
01:37:53,493 --> 01:37:56,580
Listen, you...

1053
01:37:57,080 --> 01:38:00,083
My cat, my cat,
you know, Jam.

1054
01:38:00,208 --> 01:38:04,254
No I don't.
How the hell would I know?

1055
01:38:04,504 --> 01:38:06,590
Liar, liar, liar, liar...

1056
01:38:06,756 --> 01:38:09,759
You deny attacking
my little sister, too?

1057
01:38:11,428 --> 01:38:15,390
What are you talking about?
You are her, not her sister.

1058
01:38:15,515 --> 01:38:16,349
No I'm not.

1059
01:38:16,474 --> 01:38:19,936
Your sister went away
a long time ago.

1060
01:38:20,604 --> 01:38:22,564
You ranted about killing her.

1061
01:38:22,689 --> 01:38:24,608
I say I'm not.

1062
01:38:24,858 --> 01:38:29,112
You were babbling some crap
about how you killed her.

1063
01:38:31,781 --> 01:38:32,782
No...

1064
01:38:39,456 --> 01:38:42,626
You do this to me all the time.

1065
01:38:44,419 --> 01:38:47,881
You ask me to let you stay
'cause you got nowhere else,

1066
01:38:48,006 --> 01:38:51,092
then you split.

1067
01:38:52,552 --> 01:38:55,764
Now it's about some cat!

1068
01:38:55,889 --> 01:38:58,642
You come wandering back
ranting about a cat!

1069
01:38:59,100 --> 01:39:00,810
Don't mess with me!

1070
01:39:02,812 --> 01:39:05,482
Say something!

1071
01:39:10,528 --> 01:39:12,822
Goddammit!

1072
01:39:15,033 --> 01:39:18,328
After all I did for you!

1073
01:39:18,662 --> 01:39:20,664
You don't get it, do you!

1074
01:39:21,164 --> 01:39:23,291
What an idiot.

1075
01:39:30,840 --> 01:39:33,510
Don't ever go again.

1076
01:39:38,848 --> 01:39:40,517
What the...

1077
01:39:42,519 --> 01:39:44,354
What the...

1078
01:39:45,563 --> 01:39:47,023
I'm...

1079
01:39:54,572 --> 01:39:57,367
Oh, great.

1080
01:39:58,702 --> 01:40:01,621
Being with you
makes me crazy.

1081
01:40:01,746 --> 01:40:03,540
Drives me nuts.

1082
01:40:09,379 --> 01:40:11,047
You're crazy.

1083
01:40:12,173 --> 01:40:15,385
Demented.
Both of you.

1084
01:40:17,387 --> 01:40:21,558
Wanna be like your sister.
Well you already are.

1085
01:40:21,725 --> 01:40:24,185
Sleep around,
get knocked up,

1086
01:40:24,310 --> 01:40:27,063
spitting image of
that sister you love.

1087
01:40:28,606 --> 01:40:29,858
Huh!

1088
01:40:36,865 --> 01:40:38,491
I'm sick of you both.

1089
01:40:38,616 --> 01:40:40,076
No...

1090
01:40:49,419 --> 01:40:51,755
No...

1091
01:40:54,382 --> 01:40:56,092
No...

1092
01:40:59,387 --> 01:41:00,889
Crazy, right?

1093
01:41:03,975 --> 01:41:05,060
Hey,

1094
01:41:06,019 --> 01:41:09,939
you pulling the same,
"Go away" crap on him?

1095
01:41:13,526 --> 01:41:15,278
Sister!

1096
01:41:15,612 --> 01:41:18,406
Sister! Sister!

1097
01:41:18,531 --> 01:41:20,950
Your sister used to say...

1098
01:41:21,117 --> 01:41:23,953
"My own sister scares me".

1099
01:41:25,497 --> 01:41:29,626
Don't!
Don't!

1100
01:41:29,793 --> 01:41:34,297
Why does it always have to be
so damned dramatic?

1101
01:41:36,132 --> 01:41:39,385
Forget it.
Give me back the ring, the ring.

1102
01:41:39,511 --> 01:41:40,970
Don't touch me!

1103
01:41:41,304 --> 01:41:42,138
What!

1104
01:41:42,263 --> 01:41:46,476
How dare you
"All I did for you" me!?

1105
01:41:47,435 --> 01:41:50,647
You never did a thing yourself!

1106
01:41:50,897 --> 01:41:53,441
My sister did everything!

1107
01:41:53,983 --> 01:41:55,819
Who do you think you are!

1108
01:41:55,944 --> 01:41:58,446
I've had it with you!

1109
01:41:59,364 --> 01:42:00,490
Stop...

1110
01:42:03,827 --> 01:42:05,495
Spit it out! You!

1111
01:42:05,787 --> 01:42:07,330
Please stop.

1112
01:42:07,664 --> 01:42:09,332
Give back the ring!

1113
01:42:12,168 --> 01:42:17,173
Who you callin' stupid!
Who doesn't get it!

1114
01:42:23,680 --> 01:42:25,181
Calm down.

1115
01:42:25,348 --> 01:42:27,183
Let go!

1116
01:42:28,476 --> 01:42:30,019
I've had it!

1117
01:42:30,770 --> 01:42:32,188
Go away!

1118
01:42:32,438 --> 01:42:35,859
Get out of my life!

1119
01:42:48,454 --> 01:42:50,707
Give me a break.

1120
01:43:42,091 --> 01:43:45,428
Sister, why were
you with that guy?

1121
01:43:47,764 --> 01:43:49,557
That guy...

1122
01:43:50,642 --> 01:43:52,936
After you disappeared,

1123
01:43:53,603 --> 01:43:56,105
he came after me.

1124
01:43:58,399 --> 01:44:01,110
Why did you have to go away?

1125
01:44:07,909 --> 01:44:09,786
But it's too bad.

1126
01:44:11,454 --> 01:44:15,083
You pretended to like me,
but you didn't.

1127
01:44:16,459 --> 01:44:18,962
So God punished you.

1128
01:44:22,882 --> 01:44:26,302
Be happy.
Be happy.

1129
01:44:26,636 --> 01:44:28,304
Be happy.

1130
01:46:54,826 --> 01:46:55,785
Hello.

1131
01:47:00,957 --> 01:47:04,460
Be happy.
Be happy.

1132
01:47:04,752 --> 01:47:07,964
Be happy.

1133
01:47:28,609 --> 01:47:30,820
You had a phone call.

1134
01:47:32,697 --> 01:47:33,823
Who?

1135
01:47:34,532 --> 01:47:37,827
It was...your mother.

1136
01:47:39,412 --> 01:47:40,329
No...

1137
01:47:47,628 --> 01:47:49,297
She's still alive.

1138
01:47:51,674 --> 01:47:52,675
I gotta kill her.

1139
01:47:56,053 --> 01:47:59,015
It's not true,
'cause she's dead.

1140
01:48:00,016 --> 01:48:01,517
It's not a lie.

1141
01:48:02,560 --> 01:48:06,355
She's coming to
see you tomorrow.

1142
01:48:08,524 --> 01:48:11,652
Tomorrow?
What for?

1143
01:48:12,278 --> 01:48:16,532
Don't know...
Maybe she's worried about you.

1144
01:48:18,242 --> 01:48:19,702
After all that?

1145
01:48:20,369 --> 01:48:21,871
After all...

1146
01:48:21,996 --> 01:48:26,042
She calls you all the time.

1147
01:48:27,668 --> 01:48:30,546
Why'd you answer my phone?

1148
01:48:30,713 --> 01:48:32,882
Keep out of my business!

1149
01:48:33,925 --> 01:48:37,512
I'm sorry.
But it's what's best for you.

1150
01:48:38,888 --> 01:48:40,056
Liar!

1151
01:48:40,223 --> 01:48:41,891
I'm not lying.

1152
01:48:43,392 --> 01:48:44,560
Liar!

1153
01:48:45,895 --> 01:48:49,232
Go away!
You go away, too!

1154
01:48:51,567 --> 01:48:52,401
Don't run away!

1155
01:48:52,568 --> 01:48:54,070
I'm not running!

1156
01:48:54,570 --> 01:48:59,075
You run away from everything
you don't like, and wind up

1157
01:48:59,408 --> 01:49:01,244
in your own little world.

1158
01:49:01,369 --> 01:49:02,745
Not true!

1159
01:49:04,121 --> 01:49:07,416
You just deny anything
you don't like.

1160
01:49:07,583 --> 01:49:09,085
Not true!

1161
01:49:09,544 --> 01:49:12,922
That's why you want
everyone to go away!

1162
01:49:13,047 --> 01:49:16,759
Shut up!
Cut the crap! You depress me!

1163
01:49:30,648 --> 01:49:35,111
Why are you still here?
I told you to go...

1164
01:49:41,367 --> 01:49:44,787
Because I...

1165
01:49:47,290 --> 01:49:50,835
want to be with you.

1166
01:49:54,463 --> 01:49:55,923
I...

1167
01:49:57,300 --> 01:49:58,968
like...

1168
01:50:00,177 --> 01:50:01,137
you...

1169
01:50:04,974 --> 01:50:05,975
Lies!

1170
01:50:09,937 --> 01:50:12,648
It's true.
I like you.

1171
01:50:13,858 --> 01:50:16,277
You're lying just
like everybody else.

1172
01:50:17,903 --> 01:50:19,447
I like you.

1173
01:50:23,159 --> 01:50:24,493
Liar!

1174
01:50:26,370 --> 01:50:27,830
I like you.

1175
01:50:31,834 --> 01:50:33,336
I like you.

1176
01:50:37,840 --> 01:50:39,175
I like you.

1177
01:50:47,058 --> 01:50:49,685
Why are you so nice to me?

1178
01:50:54,523 --> 01:50:56,192
I wonder...

1179
01:51:04,116 --> 01:51:05,534
Let's go home.

1180
01:51:16,379 --> 01:51:21,050
When I was little, my mother
cursed my father

1181
01:51:21,217 --> 01:51:23,552
to drive him away.

1182
01:51:24,970 --> 01:51:27,556
Mother's curse came to pass

1183
01:51:27,682 --> 01:51:29,725
and my father left.

1184
01:51:31,602 --> 01:51:33,187
I tried hard

1185
01:51:33,813 --> 01:51:36,899
to keep her from
driving me away.

1186
01:51:39,068 --> 01:51:40,903
But she told me,

1187
01:51:41,570 --> 01:51:44,240
even though she
never told my sister.

1188
01:51:44,824 --> 01:51:46,909
It was my birthday.

1189
01:51:48,911 --> 01:51:52,081
A red umbrella and red shoes.

1190
01:51:54,667 --> 01:51:58,754
My mother bought them for me
when we went shopping together.

1191
01:52:02,425 --> 01:52:05,720
The first things that weren't
my sisters hand-me-downs.

1192
01:52:06,595 --> 01:52:08,889
They matched my mother's.

1193
01:52:10,391 --> 01:52:12,893
But my mother
threw them away.

1194
01:52:14,270 --> 01:52:16,897
She called them old.
She didn't need them.

1195
01:52:17,440 --> 01:52:19,275
When I saw that,

1196
01:52:19,525 --> 01:52:22,778
I thought,
she'll do that to me one day.

1197
01:52:24,739 --> 01:52:26,741
I'm scared of being alone.

1198
01:52:27,408 --> 01:52:29,785
But I'm scared of mother, too.

1199
01:52:32,037 --> 01:52:35,458
So I cursed everyone
to drive them away.

1200
01:52:37,334 --> 01:52:41,130
The curse will come to pass
on my birthday.

1201
01:52:42,256 --> 01:52:46,302
So my birthday always
has to be tomorrow.

1202
01:52:50,347 --> 01:52:53,809
But mother didn't go away.

1203
01:52:54,602 --> 01:52:58,981
So I had to kill her
in my head, over and over.

1204
01:53:00,357 --> 01:53:02,151
But suddenly,

1205
01:53:03,652 --> 01:53:07,156
I realized that I had to leave.

1206
01:53:08,324 --> 01:53:10,659
So I began dressing up.

1207
01:53:11,744 --> 01:53:13,162
Tomorrow

1208
01:53:15,414 --> 01:53:16,832
would bring my

1209
01:53:18,000 --> 01:53:21,504
new and happy life.

1210
01:53:27,843 --> 01:53:29,512
But I don't know

1211
01:53:32,515 --> 01:53:35,017
what to do about tomorrow.

1212
01:53:38,187 --> 01:53:40,481
You never know about tomorrow.

1213
01:53:41,190 --> 01:53:43,025
All we really know,

1214
01:53:43,859 --> 01:53:46,529
is that tomorrow
we'll still be together.

1215
01:53:54,662 --> 01:53:56,038
What do you say?

1216
01:53:57,623 --> 01:53:59,708
Want to try to see your mother?

1217
01:54:10,511 --> 01:54:12,012
You've been OK?

1218
01:54:16,976 --> 01:54:18,727
You've been OK?

1219
01:54:19,728 --> 01:54:21,897
Leave me alone.

1220
01:54:25,234 --> 01:54:27,403
I can't leave you alone.

1221
01:54:28,654 --> 01:54:30,573
But you did.

1222
01:54:33,659 --> 01:54:35,744
Your own mother
leave you alone?

1223
01:54:35,911 --> 01:54:38,080
For a long time.

1224
01:54:39,790 --> 01:54:42,251
I left you alone
for a long time?

1225
01:54:43,752 --> 01:54:45,921
When did I leave you alone?

1226
01:54:48,757 --> 01:54:51,552
When did your mother
leave you alone?

1227
01:54:54,471 --> 01:54:56,432
Ever since I was little,

1228
01:54:56,849 --> 01:55:00,102
you always left me alone...

1229
01:55:05,816 --> 01:55:08,444
You only cared
for my sister.

1230
01:55:28,422 --> 01:55:29,924
Excuse me.

1231
01:55:30,049 --> 01:55:33,928
Did her sister pass away?

1232
01:55:36,639 --> 01:55:38,641
Is she still alive?

1233
01:55:44,813 --> 01:55:46,941
We are apart, but...

1234
01:55:50,861 --> 01:55:53,656
She worries about you, too.

1235
01:55:56,742 --> 01:55:59,286
She called me the other day.

1236
01:56:00,454 --> 01:56:02,790
We'd been out of touch.

1237
01:56:09,129 --> 01:56:11,340
I'm sorry, it's not that.

1238
01:56:11,840 --> 01:56:14,635
I left you alone.

1239
01:56:14,760 --> 01:56:17,346
I was so busy thinking...

1240
01:56:24,603 --> 01:56:29,525
about myself, that maybe
I didn't think about your feelings.

1241
01:56:30,859 --> 01:56:34,530
Maybe I was difficult
for a long time.

1242
01:56:35,656 --> 01:56:37,700
Maybe I was no good.

1243
01:56:40,285 --> 01:56:44,373
Always complaining,
always getting angry.

1244
01:56:46,250 --> 01:56:49,378
Maybe I never did
anything for you.

1245
01:56:50,629 --> 01:56:52,548
Maybe I only...

1246
01:56:53,882 --> 01:56:56,552
thought about myself.

1247
01:56:58,762 --> 01:57:02,057
Maybe I couldn't
really love you.

1248
01:57:06,437 --> 01:57:07,688
Now...

1249
01:57:18,449 --> 01:57:19,742
What?

1250
01:57:22,661 --> 01:57:25,873
I really want you
to come home.

1251
01:57:27,041 --> 01:57:28,751
I know it's selfish...

1252
01:57:37,843 --> 01:57:39,595
I'm lonely.

1253
01:57:41,972 --> 01:57:44,933
I know that's selfish of me.

1254
01:57:45,893 --> 01:57:48,270
What about
when I was lonely?

1255
01:57:48,395 --> 01:57:52,775
What about all those
years when I was lonely!

1256
01:57:52,941 --> 01:57:54,777
All those...

1257
01:57:55,694 --> 01:57:59,782
You couldn't have cared less
when I needed your love,

1258
01:57:59,948 --> 01:58:02,743
but now you're lonely,
you come to get me!

1259
01:58:02,868 --> 01:58:04,870
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

1260
01:58:04,995 --> 01:58:09,124
What! After all this time,
now you're lonely!

1261
01:58:11,210 --> 01:58:12,961
Is that what it is?

1262
01:58:13,420 --> 01:58:15,464
That's how it is...

1263
01:58:16,632 --> 01:58:18,801
That's how...

1264
01:58:20,260 --> 01:58:22,638
When I was lonely,

1265
01:58:22,805 --> 01:58:25,140
you just ignored me...

1266
01:58:25,265 --> 01:58:26,642
Now you...

1267
01:58:30,145 --> 01:58:33,398
Go away!
I'm asking you, go away!

1268
01:58:33,524 --> 01:58:36,568
Just go... Just go...

1269
01:58:36,693 --> 01:58:40,155
Just go away, now!

1270
01:58:40,322 --> 01:58:41,490
I'm sorry.

1271
01:58:41,657 --> 01:58:42,950
No!

1272
01:58:43,158 --> 01:58:46,328
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry.

1273
01:58:46,912 --> 01:58:50,499
I'm sorry
I'll be waiting

1274
01:58:54,503 --> 01:58:58,757
Just once,
won't you come home?

1275
01:58:58,882 --> 01:59:02,010
Won't you come
home just once? Please.

1276
01:59:03,762 --> 01:59:05,347
I know...

1277
01:59:07,015 --> 01:59:09,017
Please come home...

1278
01:59:10,686 --> 01:59:12,354
I'm sorry.

1279
01:59:22,447 --> 01:59:24,366
Mother!

1280
01:59:41,341 --> 01:59:43,218
Wake up from your dream?

1281
01:59:47,389 --> 01:59:50,225
Or is this part of your dream?

1282
01:59:54,771 --> 01:59:57,524
Are we still dreaming a dream?

1283
02:00:10,704 --> 02:00:15,250
But this is our reality...
Your reality.

1284
02:00:35,103 --> 02:00:37,105
Your birthday

1285
02:00:39,816 --> 02:00:42,069
will come, on the day

1286
02:00:43,779 --> 02:00:45,614
you were born.

1287
02:01:03,548 --> 02:01:04,967
Smile,

1288
02:01:05,884 --> 02:01:07,302
please smile.

1289
02:01:48,093 --> 02:01:49,344
Thank you.

1290
02:02:19,041 --> 02:02:20,542
What day

1291
02:02:21,293 --> 02:02:22,878
is that?

1292
02:02:24,755 --> 02:02:26,840
December 7th.

1293
02:02:27,299 --> 02:02:29,551
My birthday.

1294
02:02:36,892 --> 02:02:40,562
<i>♪ The red hair I got from my mom ♪</i>

1295
02:02:41,897 --> 02:02:44,691
<i>♪ Braided in two ♪</i>

1296
02:02:44,941 --> 02:02:52,240
<i>♪ Swaying in the wind ♪</i>

1297
02:02:53,617 --> 02:02:59,414
<i>♪ Why, why, I still don't know ♪</i>

1298
02:03:01,208 --> 02:03:06,922
<i>♪ Calmly I stood up ♪</i>

1299
02:03:07,255 --> 02:03:13,095
<i>♪ Scissors in hand ♪</i>

1300
02:03:14,596 --> 02:03:20,435
<i>♪ and cut off those braids ♪</i>

1301
02:03:20,560 --> 02:03:25,941
<i>♪ It was a sunny day ♪</i>

1302
02:03:25,941 --> 02:03:29,569
Shunji Iwai

1303
02:03:29,569 --> 02:03:33,031
<i>♪ The future had no meaning ♪</i>

1304
02:03:33,031 --> 02:03:35,951
Ayako Fujitani

1305
02:03:35,951 --> 02:03:39,371
<i>♪ I was helpless, had no words ♪</i>

1306
02:03:39,371 --> 02:03:42,958
Jun Murakami

1307
02:03:42,958 --> 02:03:44,084
<i>♪ But the scent of the way home ♪</i>

1308
02:03:44,209 --> 02:03:46,461
<i>♪ It was tender ♪</i>

1309
02:03:46,461 --> 02:03:49,631
Shinobu Otake

1310
02:03:49,631 --> 02:03:56,221
<i>♪ I can live ♪</i>

1311
02:03:56,346 --> 02:04:02,394
<i>♪ Somebody was laughing ♪</i>

1312
02:04:02,394 --> 02:04:05,480
Suzuki Matsuo

1313
02:04:05,480 --> 02:04:09,276
<i>♪ It was a very sunny day ♪</i>

1314
02:04:09,276 --> 02:04:10,652
Megumi Hayashibara

1315
02:04:22,247 --> 02:04:27,169
Chief Executive Producer:
Yasuyoshi Tokuma

1316
02:04:27,335 --> 02:04:32,340
Executive Producer:
Toshio Suzuki

1317
02:04:32,340 --> 02:04:34,676
<i>♪ With no more hair ♪</i>

1318
02:04:34,676 --> 02:04:37,429
Based on the novel, "Touhimu"
by Ayako Fujitani

1319
02:04:37,429 --> 02:04:38,847
<i>♪ I cut off my arms ♪</i>

1320
02:04:38,847 --> 02:04:42,517
Cinematographer:
Yuichi Nagata

1321
02:04:42,684 --> 02:04:47,647
Production Designer:
Yuji Hayashida

1322
02:04:47,647 --> 02:04:53,695
<i>♪ Dancing, with my bloody arms ♪</i>

1323
02:04:53,695 --> 02:04:57,866
Sound:
Yasuo Hashimoto and Kazunori Shimizu

1324
02:04:57,866 --> 02:05:00,368
<i>♪ Without you ♪</i>

1325
02:05:00,368 --> 02:05:02,954
Editor:
Souichi Ueno

1326
02:05:02,954 --> 02:05:07,501
<i>♪ there was nothing here ♪</i>

1327
02:05:07,501 --> 02:05:08,043
Costume Designer:
Sachiko Ito

1328
02:05:08,210 --> 02:05:13,173
Hair and Make-up Designer:
Isao Tsuge

1329
02:05:13,173 --> 02:05:14,382
<i>♪ but only the bright sun ♪</i>

1330
02:05:14,382 --> 02:05:18,220
Composer:
Takashi Kako

1331
02:05:18,220 --> 02:05:19,888
<i>♪ It was a very sunny day ♪</i>

1332
02:05:19,888 --> 02:05:23,391
Theme Song "Raining"

1333
02:05:23,391 --> 02:05:27,062
<i>♪ Couldn't even cry ♪</i>

1334
02:05:27,062 --> 02:05:28,522
Written, composed,
performed by Cocco

1335
02:05:28,522 --> 02:05:30,315
<i>♪ The land had no limit ♪</i>

1336
02:05:30,440 --> 02:05:33,318
<i>♪ Beauty surrounded me ♪</i>

1337
02:05:33,443 --> 02:05:38,240
<i>♪ I was singing ♪</i>

1338
02:05:38,406 --> 02:05:43,578
<i>♪ in a white dress ♪</i>

1339
02:05:44,329 --> 02:05:50,210
<i>♪ The line of people far away ♪</i>

1340
02:05:50,335 --> 02:05:58,593
<i>♪ I could've cried with a rain like today ♪</i>

1341
02:05:59,511 --> 02:06:04,891
<i>♪ It was a sunny day ♪</i>

1342
02:06:05,016 --> 02:06:12,065
<i>♪ The future had no meaning ♪</i>

1343
02:06:12,190 --> 02:06:18,363
<i>♪ I was helpless, had no words ♪</i>

1344
02:06:18,488 --> 02:06:23,118
<i>♪ But the scent of the way home ♪</i>

1345
02:06:23,243 --> 02:06:25,453
<i>♪ It was tender ♪</i>

1346
02:06:26,246 --> 02:06:35,213
<i>♪ I can live ♪</i>

1347
02:06:35,338 --> 02:06:41,386
<i>♪ Somebody was laughing ♪</i>

1348
02:06:41,511 --> 02:06:48,810
<i>♪ It was a very sunny day ♪</i>

1349
02:07:16,046 --> 02:07:21,009
A Tokuma Shoten Production

1350
02:07:21,843 --> 02:07:26,848
Producers:
Nozomu Takahashi and Miyuki Nanri

1351
02:07:31,436 --> 02:07:37,359
Written and Directed by:
Hideaki Anno